so lately all ive been doing is trying to get Kevin's trust back, yet all that keeps happening is shit! his friends keep telling him to just give up on me and not to talk to me, he and i get into a bunch of fights, and i cant control my jealosy! he has friends who want him, he has friends who are his ex's and i hate it! arrg. but i cant control it, or him, but in order to get his trust back he has complete control of who are my friends...now i can deal with it...i just dont like it. i cant deny i miss talking to some of my guy friends, cause i do, but i'd give all of them up for Kevin, in fact i have. no one jump to conclusions, kevin is AMAZING to me...i wouldnt give him up for the world, he loves me, cares for me, and even when he's mad he'll still call me at night just to wish me sweet dreams. im just confused, thats all. hmmm....i guess i'll just forget what i just said.